No words can describe how tired I am . I mean physically this time .. haha . At least that's better than being tired mentally .
Imagine waking up at 7.30 in the morning, going to Cedans to play bowling and badminton straight after that? Eating my first meal at 3.30pm .. ?
Well, that's just what I did yesterday . And for the day before, went to Vivo to find job .. at Superdog shop .
Forehand drives, Backhand drives, Forehand Drop shots, Backhand Drop shots, Forehand Net shots, Backhand net shots, Forehand (jump) Smashes, Backhand (jump) Smashes, Trick shots and footworks ..
Master all of them and I can be the next Lin Dan!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hehe, dream on Michael =.="
Watched this movie last night . Pretty interesting, the devastating movie scenes were damn impressive . However, the plot of the whole story is almost exactly the same as NOAH'S ARK!!! Lols . Flood covering the Earth, then people and animals being loaded into the giant 'ship' and etc . The only thing it lacked in this story was the dove, I think . XD Changed blog skin . Was being forced by circumstances . Hiking at Bukit Timah hill can really cause fatique, especially when you walk for about 12km . Fun though . Haha (: *Some times, I really hope Dooms Day would come . Then I would not have to wear 'masks' when meeting ppl anymore . It's harder to forget then I thought . I don't want to risk hurting myself (and ****) even deeper, so I did that . But what's the point, is it worth it? I'm like just torturing myself .
Btw Yz, cheer up okay? Your hair will grow back in no time (:
*** If there's job offer, recommend me thanks .
Really powerful voice and nice dance steps .
She's 17 years old in this video, can you believe it .
She started performing when she was 15, dancing and singing to a large crowd of fans . Now she's only 21, just 5 years older than me! Wth . Really Tong Ren Bu Tong Ming sia .
Super young yet so talented .
Look at her, it's just .. AMAZING . Her performance can easily surpass other more experienced and older singers . Excellent for her age .
Let me try to recall the names (I don't wanna forget my class ppl that fast):
Hui Xin
Qingyi
Yun Rui
Jessline
Xiao Qian
Jia Yi
Yan Ting
Crystal
Jolene
Mathew
Sean Ho
Douglas
Wen Chuan
Teng Hui
Zhen Xiang
Pin Xiu
Jing Yong
Nigel
Wei Jie
Edwin
Me (:
.. Feeling nostalgic just by typing the names . Can't believe it . To be honest, I'm not close with them before the chalet . In fact I seldom mix with them . I'm usually with Li Zhong and the other 2 . Initially at the first day, I felt a bit uneasy at the beginning . However after a while, the feeling fade away . There're quite a no. who asked why didn't I stay for the 1st day .
Here's the true ans : I didn't expect to blend in . I fear awkwardness . I do not want to risk being left out .
Little did I expect myself to enjoy the BBQ (though didn't talk much), so much that I went back to find them during the 2nd day (along with Wei Jie and Edwin) .
Through the night cycling trip we had as a class, I could really feel the class spirit, the feeling of being together as one . 1st time feeling like that for this class I guess . Council of 7 were not invited, sad ..
I love 4B!!! Hope there's such gathering again (:
Okay for the more interesting parts ..
Sat . Went to my mum's workplace with 1 of my close frien to help out in the eye screening cum diabetes day thingy . 7am - 7pm . Really a unique experience, doin crowd control and stuffs . Wondered about the entire estate at least thrice . Had Subway for breakfast, Mos burger for lunch and Sakae for dinner . Came out in Ch 5 news!! But onli 1 sec of me .. haix .
Tues . Prom night . Dogg tired the whole damn day . Woke up at 7am ++, used com . Went to school for stupid thing from 10 to 12, then played badminton with Justin in the fkin scorching sun from 1 ++ to 3 and finally meeting wei jie and the other classmates for prom at 4pm . Whole night of eating and photo taking . Went to play pool with them after that til 3am ++ . Guess what, woke up at 8am ++ the next day due to a stupid phonecall from my BAND FRIEND . Can't manage to re - sleep after that .
Wed . Bowling in the morning . Borrowed 2 Roald Dahl books as well . Finished one within an hr or two at night . Ate Ajisen for lunch .
Thurs , today . Nothing .. =(
Everyone like not free . Slept throughout whole afternoon as it was raining . So shiok, natural air con .
The other days were just regular games of badminton (:
Bought a set of Adidas shirt , shorts and Reebok sport shoes on fri btw . Total less than $200 .
Prom wear was bought on that day at Jurong Point as well .
Tmr morning goin to Cedans again .
Will be an interesting morning i guess, filled with new tips and skills . XD
After school I've no housekey as I left it in my parent's car . My phone was left at home . So it was the first time after sooo long that I used a public phone . Went over to yz house and so the whole afternoon was burnt without studyin . Played badminton instead, so sinful . Blister on my right thumb now somemore and O level written papers are next week . Wow.
I might as well ram into a wall and say bye bye to this world ..
O levels had been taking a great toll on me, I'm really .. I don't know how long more can I endure . I tried to push myself, alot . I really did made an effort, but somehow I feel it wasn't enough . Somehow, I feel that something is not right, like adopting a wrong strategy in doing things?? It's just one more month .. hope that I won't be affected by other things until after 13th nov.
I've come to the end of my secondary school days. There're both sweet and bitter memories, esp the lower sec days . Sec 4 is just too stressful, but its alright apart from studies .. Dun breathe about sec 3. Sometimes just can't bring myself to face them , just overwhelmed with awkwardness . I'm not so thick skin as to throw myself back into a grp of ppl out of the blue . I mean, this kind of things can't be dealt with a single big step , it have to be formed with a chain of many small and numerous steps . It can't happen over night . Thinking back, I dun noe how did I even bring myself to clean away some of my memories . I always have mixed feelings whenever I dwell on this subject . Well .. It would be great if things have not change. But .. If things were to slip back to the old past, I need some time to adapt and adjust and I will definitely try to do so . Afterall, they were huge pieces of gold in my life . I won't use the word regret, it's not something really to regret abt oso . I think time is a huge major factor . No matter how deep things maybe, time can just rip everything apart, leaving it with nothing but a mere mess ..
A bunch of very nice ppl actually . Too bad I can't blend in , didn't appreciate . Hope it's not too late to change .
I really fear my Os . Really . I feel so inferior .. Idk . I've no other means to express myself other than typing it out here .
My posts are boring, yes I kno . I'm more than willing to treat this like a diary instead .
Haha (:
